I decided to create a second blog to cover all the random happenings of my life. I realise the flow of my other blog was more centred on my project wifey body and I kinda wanted to keep it that way so now I have this blog to just open up and say what's going on in the mind of me. Now i was meaning to do this blog for a long time so I guess I have a lot of catching up to do but instead of making this epically long I will comment briefly on a few things that's happened in my not so distant past that's left an significant impression on my mind.
Spain 3-7th July 2012
Was awesome. The beginning and the end could have been better though. I got to see a different side of Sid (sick Sid) and man i realised that I'm patient to a point, care to a point, and really could have gone to prison the day I experience sick Sid...I can laugh about it now and so can he especially given the fact that i let him live lol.
But yeah Spain was so needed. Was nice to have a change of scenario and try and get by speaking English in a Spanish speaking country lol tres fun...and the weather was beautiful. Defo looking forward to another holiday with the boo. Cant see me holidaying without him now if I'm honest.
10 days no boo.
The longest booless time ever...it was ridiculous. I don't think I've ever missed him that much before and he was still in the country just a lil further than usual. it was so bad i even considered trekking up to see him...thing is from the looks of my schedule and his we wouldn't see each other for a very long time like longer than 10 days and that was epically long... exaggeration? I think not!! but we got to see each other on one of my days off the day he was returning from Stevenage and you know what it was beautiful...we did as we do usually from BBC iplayer to pizza to play fight to just chatting about life and marriage and stuff but somehow i left feeling much closer to him....
The great incident
This day felt so long yet in reality wasn't and to be honest i don't even like talking about it because the events of that day really brings some serious downer vibes but all i know is that I do not ever wanna feel like I've lost my boo or driven him away ever again...episodes of falling out really can either make you closer or further a part but i think we are putting in a unified effort to grow from whats happened and be closer and stronger than before with God as our strength...these things happen when you look to self and not to God...you act on impulse...you don't consider others....you think about yourself and don't think through the consequences of your words or actions and in the end you can end up with immense heartache....BUT....I can say our love with tried and tested and it passed....so I got a lot to be thankful for, a lot to learn from and a lot to change...very grateful to those who were praying for me too...
Today....25th July 2012
Jamming poetry and guitar with a cool friend who'll be leaving to go back home to Bots :(. Makes me realised i have some cool friends.
Whipped up some serious tasting grub in the kitchen for my other friend and her lil princess and by George it was nice :) Mac n Cheese corn on the cob and some jerk chicken...yes!! on a Wednesday. Sunday grub on a Wednesday??!! no laws against that :)
And of course chatting to the boo throughout the day...he's getting loads of brownie points he can redeem when married for all the research he's doing ;) tho was tempted to minus 10 for also being Mr cryptic lol
oh well lol
So yeah i think that's it all in all I'm blessed. God is indeed awesome because He is God....but the fact that He considers me and my little life makes me feel significant :)
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